crap im nervous

as you can see they are sending the email this week and guess what??? I DID NOT GET IT YET! shit! i want it badly! i have been working my ass off for this. i've been praying every single day!  now im scared! there is 56 spots and right now only 2 person knows that they are going which is michael bel ben and louise chong!

so people!!!! pray for me!!!!!