god just love me! ALHAMDULLILAH!

im just happy! ok first i finally got a job at THE CURVE as a promoter! they'll pay me 50 bucks a day! and the best part is my job is effing easy. all i have to do is spray some perfume on people and persuade them to buy the perfume. i went through a lot ok to get this job! the manager is a drag queen and of course he is gay. so i was like flirting with him which is so wrong and i got the job! will be working with fara and i'll get 15 percent from the sales! EVERYDAY! of course i did not tell him that im going to japan! at first i was wondering what should i call him. since hes wearing a wig and fake eyelashes, i called him KAK which is so funny!

secondly deeba told me today that i got fired! i am no longer a prefect and i am so happy! usually people will be sad and all but me? im just so happy! i wanted to quit actually but it looks like my work just got easier! hahaha. ok why do i want to quit? i have a few reasons!

#1 my boss is racist! im not just saying it! its true!
#2 he suck! last year he was like 'ooh saya x nak la jadi ketua pengawas' as you can see who is the head prefect now? hahahah
#3 i cant lepak with my bestfriends during recess
#4 its so boring that you have to guard the gate everyday like a fool!
#5 i have to pay like 20 bucks every 6 months and they said that by the end of the year there will be a dinner but then nothing!

ok i may sound like i care but actually nope! i dont care! just giving my reason! why i dont like the prefect board!

12th october 2010

i had fun yesterday while the other pmr candidates that took BC, have to study and sit in the big hall circling the right answers. Hahaha!
Ok, i went for job-hunting yesterday and my target was tony romas, but i got rejected since im UNDERAGE.
i mean wtf kan? Urggh!
Then i tried manhattan fish market, TGIF and LEVIS, again got rejected. Then i tried kenny rogers, the manager then asked me to fill in a form and she said she will call.
Then i went, searching for my next target, my phone rang. The manager called and she said i got the job. I was like wth? Are you serious? I mean wow! Hahaha but then they will pay me 4 ringgit per hour. So i decided to not take it.
Then i went to borders and ask for a job. Fill in some forms and got the same answer, 'i'll call you ok'
I gave up and decided to have fun. Went to cathay and the movie that i wanted to watch badly sold out.
Took a cab to ou and again it sold out.
So instead of spending my money on entermainment, i spent it on food. I tried my first tako, ate octopus tako. Super delicious! Gonna eat it soon in japan! Then i tried my first bubble tea! YUCKK!
And finally i ate my first ikea meatball! Omg! PARADISE. I know im lame. But arggh! I wanna eat it again!
Then went back and watched squash game. malaysia vs new zealand!
Fuck youhhh NEW ZEALAND.
Yea malaysia lost.
But then nicol! Im proud of you!

so a friend of mine came up to me and asked me this question,

'WHY DO YOU HATE YOUR BROTHER SO MUCH?'

hahaha. Yup i hate him and i think i know why. Ok firstly, he is always the reason why my mum scolded me. Everytime it happens, it is always him who cause this. Secondly, he is a jerk, he loves to call me 'stupid' and why do you wanna love somebody who calls you stupid everyday. Thirdly, he is a liar. Fourth, he is not trustable. Fifth, he is freakingly lazy and i always be the one who does his chores. Sixth, he is very rude to me. Seventh, he loves to 'cari pasal' with me. Eighth, he is a copycat. Ninth, he always talk bad bout me to other people. Lastly, he cries a lot and that irritates me a lot.

And thats why he is an ass!

lifeless punya kuda hitam

'dah la batak konek
org. tu yg berkepit dgn
pmpuan je. masalah kau
dgn alya, sndri2 la, dont
have to pull my name
rite? WHY U GOT PULL
MY NAME AND SAY I
KECOH DUDE? skrg nk
kecoh ah. kecoh sama lu
yg dah salah gunakan
nama gua. wait, mybe ur
afraid of me :3 tu yg kta
jgn bgtau aku kan. now i
have a problem with u
ALONE. kalau tak puas
hati lagi dgn aku, tggu
aku cari kau. mcm i dont
know that u use to sing
childish song evry
morning on rtm and jump
till ur tits go up and
down.'

this is taken from,
bielalovesemir.blogspot.com
by ugly biela.

ok people, this girl dia dah cacat otak! Dah batak publisiti. And dia ni nak pmr tapi still tak nak study, kerja dia buat dosa je.
Nampak x how immature dia ni kan. Haha tiba tiba ada isu pasal rtm.

ugly biela!

hahaha weh! Sumpah kau perasan! Apa? Kau seorang je biela kat dunia ni!? Ingat aku x de kerja nak cakap pasal kau? Please! Tolongla jangan perasan! Hahaha! Rtm? Fats? Batak konek? Berkepit dengan perempuan? Hahaha kau apa? Bodoh ke memang totally lembap? Lifeless eh? Kenapa dah pandai sangat sampai pmr x yah nak study sibuk buat dosa kat orang and all! Kau bukan nya pandai weh! Baik pegi belajar. Pandai sikit! Baru ayat kau kat blog tu betul! Apa? Igt aku takut kau huh si kuda hitam? Sumpah x weh! Buat apa? Kau macam bodoh je! Suka hati la aku nak gemuk ke kurus ke! Aku gemuk pun cukup makan! Kau? X cukup makan? Masalah kau apa? Sumpah aku x faham kau! Boleh x pegi mampus terus! Apahal nak kena kacau hidup aku bodoh!? And who the hell is sya? Aku x kenal weh! Kau nak benci aku? Hate me! I dont give a damn! Suka aku la nak menari dalam rtm! Apa!? Kau x da benda menarik lagi ke sampai benda macam tu pun nak jadi kan isu. Apa masalah menari kat rtm? Aku kacau kau berak ke? LAME la kau ni. And whats wrong being friends ngan perempuan? Apa nak jadi ustazah la sekarang ni ke nak kerja ngan jais?? Haha! Fail weh! Ok lepas ni kau pegi toilet then masuk muka kau kat dalam jamban then flush. Nanti baru kau tau langit ngan bumi. Si kuda hitam perasan bagus trash talk org ! Haha pegi belajar cepat k. Aku x da masa nak layan org x berpelajaran. Aku bukan mcm kau. And yang report kat kau tu, kalau dah fail 4 subject, act like one, bukan tunjuk pandai. Duduk satu meja ngan kuda hitam ni then study sama sama. Ooh and u need a face job!



*i am rude and i am honest.

pagi raya

set my alarm to 6 am but i woke up at 7.30 i mean wth?
hahaha ok i slept at 4 ok. i went out yesterday night. my mum's taylor ask her to pick
her baju kurung at 12 oclock malam raya.
it was like so freakingly pack. my mom's taylor opened her shop at
jalan TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN ! i cant even breathe. peoples pushing everywhere
and i cant even move. they smells too! i mean can you imagine?
dah lah aku pendek! SIGh

then suddenly i felt something moving in my pocket AND ITS A HAND!and i was shocked.
i was really really shock. the person tried to take my phone i guess but
i put it in my other pocket! i pushed that person's hand and walk faster
and i didn't even turn my head. i was so shocked because this is my first time.
hahah thank god it was my pocket. what if that person touch something else?
haiyooo! you get me!

enough about the night.in the morning  i took my bath and get into the car and off
to masjid AL-MUKARAMMAH. it has been so long since i actually go there.
i took my wuduk and find a spot and start to perform my sembahyang raya.
when i was in my second rakaat, suddenly theres a song. it was timbaland's
hahahaha. its the person besides me. yup his hand phone rang and the song was so freakingly loud!
when the sembahyang ends i look up to him and it was my senior and i can see
that hes actually blushing because everybody was starring at him. hahahah!
EMBARRASSING!

then i listened to the khutbah for a while and my sister called me. i got out from the mosque and waited for my father to pick me up. and my brother went missing! i dont where he was and i actually walked around the BIG mosque looking for him. then i decided to go back home without him. hahah. my father asked me where is he and i said ohh he is with his friend and he wants to go back with them. ahahahaha!

i got back i sat down on the table and started to enjoy the ketupat , rendang , lontong ,kuah satay and lots more! did i mention that i actually cooked the kuah satay? haha well my auntie tried to do it and the outcome? hahahahaha yuck! mine turn out so nice and it was my first time on doing it! while i was eating suddenly i heard footsteps and it was my brother! hahah he was so mad at me. he said that he was in the toilet. and when he came out he saw nobody! haha he walked back to home!

at 11 in the morning, i went upstairs and continue sleeping. i slept for 5 hours and woke up again to get ready bacause we are going to my uncle's house.i cant miss his house since they gives a lot of duit raya. hahaha ok now i sounded so greedy! anyways went to their home and i saw a cat. its fucking cute ok! seriously and it loves feet so much! he bit me hahah it sounded so impossible but im not lying! he bit me and i have the scars on my hand! but i dont care because he is so cute. if an ugly cat bite me, i'll call the MPPJ to shoot it!

then i went back because alya and danielle is coming! we ate and talk the whole time then we played some fire crackers! dann bought me a headphone and it is so nice. she also bought me some apple and kiwi. it was my first time eating a kiwi and now it is my favourite fruit! ZESPRI KIWI! awesome!

and now im sitting in front of the computer typing these stuffs for you guys to read! i hope you enjoy it and lastly SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

raya raya raya

its 9th september 2010. and it marks the day where we last puasa-ing.
im kinda sad you know because i actually dont know why i love puasa so much
this year. looks like all the satans will dance with joy while the spirit of
the dead people will cry out loud. ok that would be creepy but its true though. during
ramadhan the satans will be in hell tied up to the wall. while the spirit of the dead people
will be release to visit their family. but too bad we cant see the spirit. ok maybe we dont even want
to see it. when you people hear the takbir raya , means it's time for the spirit to go back to their grave
and thats why some people will visit their family's grave in the morning and pray for them

so its 10th of september 2010 tomorrow, means its hari raya aidilfitri! ok so not
excited right now. i will be spending my raya this year in damansara because
my nenek will be spending her raya here with us. ok its kinda boring
because all my friends is going back to their hometown. its really annoying seeing
them updating their status on facebook saying "ohhh. im going back to kuantan bla bla bla"
ok im just jealous. but i want to celebrate raya at kampung this year!!!!!

i spent my last sahur today sahur-ing at kl since my mum wanted to go to the pasar pagi.
when she said that to me, theres a confuse look plastered on my face and i ask my dad
where on earth are you going to find pasar pagi at 4 in the morning then he said
if you come to the pasar at 7 in the morning, the only thing that you can actually buy is the
rejected stuff and of course we dont want that. after arriving at the pasar, as usual it stinks!
then mum went to the butcher and buy some meat and all. then she wanted to buy some chicken
but the guy said its finish! i was like what the hell? its 5 in the morning and the chicken is sold out? wow
somebody must have woke up at 2 in the morning or something and went to the pasar at
3 in the morning.

so mum went to the other guy and she bought 4 freaking chickens and stuff to cook for tomorrow.
so far sho already cooked some curry chicken. temptation! itrs ok! its the last day of puasa!
btw dad bought a lot of firecrackers and some pelita! gonna put it at the front yard later  and
gonna play some firecracker with my cousins! grandma will break fast with us today
and i know she is gonna be happy since she wants to that!

im quite sure i know whats going to happen tomorrow. gonna wake up early
in the morning and go to masjid al-mukarramah and perform sembahyang raya with everybody
then we will seat and start to salam everybody seeking for forgiveness and stuff then we will go
to pak ngah's house and eat! well thats what we did every year so i can actually predict whats gonna happan.

lastly to everybody i wanna wish you SELAMAT HARI RAYA
and im human and human make mistakes so im really really sorry and
do enjoy your raya! HAPPY SYAWAL!

singapore here i come!

ok my cousin called my mum and he said that
he will pick
me up after sahur! i was like 'wth? thats so effing early!'
and my bus will start vrooming at 9 oclock.
NOOOOOOOO!
BUT WTH, I'LL JUST FOLLOW HIM.
i have no choice. plus he is going to pay everything for me!
i know! be jealous people! hahah from hotel to food to night safari and stuff!
AWE ~ ~ ~ SOME!!!!!


i wanna go shopping there since everybody told me that it is so cheap there.
but i dont think it is. just because the number are lesser there, it does not make it cheap!
remember their money is more expensive than us! so yup! its not cheap over there! hahaha
it is just the same. but again, my cousin is buying everything for me! wahahahahahaah!

but i dont feel so excited this time. i dont know why. hahaha this is my second time going
there so i guess that is the reason! whats their motto again?
ohhh i remember! its

UNIQUELY SINGAPORE

for malaysia its

MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA

hahah i dont think its unique though! ok it is just my opinion k! singaporean theres no
insulting here! hahahaha

so i guess thats the end of my writing,
see ya losers!

=_______="

what the hell? ok i got up this morning and i saw this on my wall!!!! i mean! ok let me explain! i was young. and young kids do stupid things. and yup i was an idiot!!
its MEMALUKAN!!!!!!

raya!!!!

i'll be celebrating HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI like in a week!
well i felt so bad asking both my parents to pay
a thousand just 2 weeks before raya. im affraid that because of me,
they cant even buy what they always wanted for raya!
they probably wanted to buy a new set of couch , or perhaps new flat screen tv for their
bedroom. but because of me.... they cant.

by the way i dont feel like celbrating hari raya this year.
i dont know why?
i always blame PMR for this but i dont think its PMR
who made me feel like this.i think its the problem im facing right now.
god gave me a sign that i should apologise. i'll do that before raya i guess. but i cant blame her. i mean i did something bad too.

so this morning mom asked me
"aiman , awak nak tak pergi SINGAPORE this monday"
and i was like wow. thats totally random and i said yea sure.
i'll be going there with my cousins. i dont know
what am i going to do there, but i think i need to actually stay away from this drama thats realy
exhausting. ok that doesnt make sense. hahahaha

i cant wait actually. but its going to be a very long long journey since
im not going there by plane. hahaha yup i'll be going there by bus
which departs form one utama! ahhh!!! my second home!
i love that place so much! I'll make sure that i charge my ipod so that i wont be like super boring!

by the way to all readers, please do come to my house on the first day of raya. mum will be cooking a lot of thing! hahahah! and yea lastly SELAMAT HARI RAYA!