raya raya raya

its 9th september 2010. and it marks the day where we last puasa-ing.
im kinda sad you know because i actually dont know why i love puasa so much
this year. looks like all the satans will dance with joy while the spirit of
the dead people will cry out loud. ok that would be creepy but its true though. during
ramadhan the satans will be in hell tied up to the wall. while the spirit of the dead people
will be release to visit their family. but too bad we cant see the spirit. ok maybe we dont even want
to see it. when you people hear the takbir raya , means it's time for the spirit to go back to their grave
and thats why some people will visit their family's grave in the morning and pray for them

so its 10th of september 2010 tomorrow, means its hari raya aidilfitri! ok so not
excited right now. i will be spending my raya this year in damansara because
my nenek will be spending her raya here with us. ok its kinda boring
because all my friends is going back to their hometown. its really annoying seeing
them updating their status on facebook saying "ohhh. im going back to kuantan bla bla bla"
ok im just jealous. but i want to celebrate raya at kampung this year!!!!!

i spent my last sahur today sahur-ing at kl since my mum wanted to go to the pasar pagi.
when she said that to me, theres a confuse look plastered on my face and i ask my dad
where on earth are you going to find pasar pagi at 4 in the morning then he said
if you come to the pasar at 7 in the morning, the only thing that you can actually buy is the
rejected stuff and of course we dont want that. after arriving at the pasar, as usual it stinks!
then mum went to the butcher and buy some meat and all. then she wanted to buy some chicken
but the guy said its finish! i was like what the hell? its 5 in the morning and the chicken is sold out? wow
somebody must have woke up at 2 in the morning or something and went to the pasar at
3 in the morning.

so mum went to the other guy and she bought 4 freaking chickens and stuff to cook for tomorrow.
so far sho already cooked some curry chicken. temptation! itrs ok! its the last day of puasa!
btw dad bought a lot of firecrackers and some pelita! gonna put it at the front yard later  and
gonna play some firecracker with my cousins! grandma will break fast with us today
and i know she is gonna be happy since she wants to that!

im quite sure i know whats going to happen tomorrow. gonna wake up early
in the morning and go to masjid al-mukarramah and perform sembahyang raya with everybody
then we will seat and start to salam everybody seeking for forgiveness and stuff then we will go
to pak ngah's house and eat! well thats what we did every year so i can actually predict whats gonna happan.

lastly to everybody i wanna wish you SELAMAT HARI RAYA
and im human and human make mistakes so im really really sorry and
do enjoy your raya! HAPPY SYAWAL!